13 November, 2009


I love the way Mont blanc (maw blah') is not pronounced the way its spelled.

I love it when misspell is most often misspelled!

I love the way a silent 'G' in sign is emphasized in signature

and i love it the most when a word contradicts its own meaning!

Words have always fascinated me. I just love the way it motivates, angers, intrigues and disguises people. It grabs my attention more often that I thought it did! Novels, stories, poems, lyrics, scripts, one liners, headlines... all written with a sole intention of conveying thoughts.

Ironically, Quotes never really gripped me that well. It definitely inspired me but only for the second I read it. The next thing I know is, it disappears from my memory without a trace! I just cant remember them or the person who'd said it.Its more like a disorder.

My aimless browsing led me through an array of crap and halted at a website thinkexist.com wherein I discovered a treasure chest of quotes that i could relate with oh-so-much! I have never loved words so much. I am a happy person when I read something good.

The quotes below contains a puny little element of what I am deep inside... my favorites for sure! And surprisingly, I remember them! Word by word... ;)

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow."

It takes courage to change your style, your opinion, the path you walk, your hat! It takes courage to let go of weighty parts of the past. It takes courage to find your own voice.

Wit is a sword, it is meant to make people feel the point and see it.

Trust that little voice in your head that says, "Wouldn't it be interesting if..."

And then do it.

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells.

Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, its a way of looking at life through the wrong end of the telescope, which is what I do and that enables you to laugh at life's realities!

The unreal is more powerful than the real because nothing is as perfect as you imagine it. Its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last.

Stone crumbles, wood rots, people, well, they die, but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.


02 November, 2009

Do you have it?

Absolutely random questions that were hitting my mind… I thought we’d have an interactive fun!

Would be nice if :: the answers are short, multiple choice Qs just choose the answer, no explanations, can post as anonymous though would be better otherwise. I hope we have enough answers!

Also, Dont bother about the font colour. ;)

And, write what you feel, you are a good person anyways! lol.

What is self respect for you?






If you had an option to kill your enemy, would you beat him until he’s dead or stab him straight through the heart?






A fling with a stranger OR a fling with a known opposite sex.






Are you true to yourself OR do you portray that you are true to yourself?






If you know the right way of a job to do but knowingly commit wrong, is that conscience OR intuition OR a “blonde” moment that fades away? (no offense to blondes, if they are reading!)






Would you tell your future better half of your past escapades?






What percent are you confident about your first answer?

I met a lot of new people this vacation, absolutely different personalities and surprisingly I’ve liked them all (Seriously surprising!) for precisely one reason, they made me think and exposed me to a whole new dimension!

18 October, 2009

:: Blown out of proportion! ::

I’m fat. Not bulky-obese kind of fat, but I weigh way more than what my ideal weight should be (as per height 5’6”).I don’t have a heavy diet I wonder what would I be if I had one. I’ve got a broad frame which apparently makes me look bigger anyways! Ironically, I’m also the smallest in my family (w.r.t age and size.)

So if you can picture me, you would’ve definitely presumed it right that I’m the big one in a group of friends. And when there are guys (all of them) who have a lean figure, I’m the biggest. An absolutely analogous case with thin girls floating in the air around me while I’m rolling with them!

I don’t wear skin tight clothes, I don’t wish for a prince charming, I swear I don’t squish people under me, I don’t dance on their feet nor do I eat their share of food, I just cant understand why the bloody hell would anybody have a problem with what my size is.

Since childhood I’m associated with ‘moti’ (fatty) so much that its my nickname now. After growing up some people changed it to ‘motu’ In Kerala, my cousins call me ‘aana kutti’ (baby elephant) and my brother calls me happy-potamus (origin – hippo/potamus) I love these name! Just because it sounds cute and its not rude. What I don’t like is when the tone is sharp and bitter and the names turn to ‘saand’, ‘saandoba’, ‘hathini’ etc. I fucking hate it when somebody asks me, How come you are so fat man! ( you’ve put on weight is more than enough!) or damn your thighs are so big. I mean seriously, does it really matter/?? .. Am I sitting on you?

I love food. It makes me happy. I have no issues with veggies at all. I love chocolates (white chocolate to be precise), chicken, sweet corn and fruit salad to name a few. I love food way too much to starve and diet. I can exercise but my routines all fucked up. Still to say the least, I do it 3 times a week. I wear clothes that suit my persona and “make” me look thin. I aint the prettiest damsel in town but I do my best to present myself well. I always wish and wonder to lose weight but that never happens. Maybe I haven’t tried good enough but it all begins with giving up on things which I don’t think ‘m ready to do. Its something I’m very well aware of and also, the worst thing to be reminded over and over again!

As far as i know, I too watch my weight, but not as closely as others do!

I’m making one thing pretty clear here, for all those freaking idiots who’s got a problem with my size or anything closely related to that, get the fuck out of my life!

I aint fussy about food, I eat what I like, and I’m a merrier person! That’s all I’d like to know.


Ps : I hate people who are fussy about food and count calories while eating them, worse, tell me how rich the food is!

Pps: I’m seriously jealous of people who are thin and don’t put on weight no matter what they eat! Freaking blessed bastards on earth! *sighs*

06 October, 2009

:: Wakey Wakey Sid Babey ::

Unlike my previous review of the movie ‘Luck by chance’ wherein I narrated the story line my way and got cursed and sworn by people whom I knew and others, I try and present to you the gist of this movie. (catch the word “try”)

These are the few things I liked followed by the once I dint. Once again, catch the word “try” and read at your own risk.

The hangouts/night outs gratifies the youth and their behavior completely in harmony with the elders stance. Common traits in a friend circle or of a family is sucked out and diffused believably. Ranbirs a rich lad owns an amazing house and a credit card that’s swiped more often than it should be! College is fun and for once, there’s a fat girl in a group and she fits in well!

BOMBAY captured at its best. It looks beautiful, feels beautiful and is shown and presented in way that anybody will fall in love with it. One fine-looking city, as smooth as sandpaper! ;)

There are a lot of times when you feel the need to blurt out oh-so-cute! The scenes and frames that earn brownie points are ::

Sid’s t-shirts and ultra cute boxers ;) ,

The interiors of Aisha’s house (the transformation from flat to house *sighs*)

The birthday cake ;)

Kabir – a treat to watch.

Sonia’s timing.

The location and look of the Mumbai beat office.

The cute oh-so-awww cuddle, after they get drunk.

The movie got stretched before and a little after the interval. (and at some point it got boring coz I wasn’t quiet while watching it, I just cant remember which part)

Sid gets the job easy as pie. *rolls eyes*

The ending is similar to that of ‘luck by chance’. *wicked grin*

And Sitting in the 6th row can give you a crick in the neck. :|

The best thing about the movie is that its fresh. And it sort of proves that men are from mars and women from venus. A very regular story, an aptly chosen cast and ample scenes here and there that scores brownie points.After a series of pointless, worthless, hopeless and absolutely senseless movies it’s over-whelming to finally watch a decent flick.

Songs blends with the movie. All hail Shankar-ehsaan-loy and Amit Trivedi(of dev D fame) for the song iktara.

Ik taara ko 5 stars :|

I wont tag this as a must watch but if you’ve subjected yourself to flicks like ‘whats your rashee’, ‘hadippa’, ‘wanted’ etc THEN this one’s a must watch.

Rating 3.5/5 =)

Ps: I hope this one's a better review.

And its really difficult to watch a movie peacefully when you have friends who cannot shut up!... The .5 extra is coz they made it look even more funnier! ;)

25 September, 2009

That lovey dovey feeling

Late night strolls ...

a bigger figure to cuddle into ...

to have exactly same turn offs...

to mess around like friends do ...

to share weird fantasies ...

of doing wrong and feeling right ....

of being watched; detail to detail ...

of silence being over-whelmed by long deep breaths ...

or for a thought of him to weigh more than a million others present ...

I really wonder what falling in love would feel like. Especially when almost everyone you know have discovered it, others you dont know are showing it and people like my own self are no where in the vicinity.

It doesn’t matter if it lasts for an year, a month, a week, hour, few minutes or may be a moment

for, "some things are like skywriting, a really beautiful thing that lasts just a couple of moments and then … .. . "

I blame cute hollywood flicks for making me feel like this... they make things seem oh-so-perfect!

Ps: : I’m suffering from brain freeze,

here’s the 'heart' signing off. =)

Pps: aaaahhhh that cupid, that f***ing little punk.. Hate him so much. ~x(